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Good Evening
I wrote a post last night and it ended up not working. If this doesn't I am going to throw the puter out the window. I was writing about how that now my treatment is over I "feel" that people expect me to get over my cancer because I am cured. I still have a fear in the back of my head. what if it comes back. What is that pain? Is it cancer shhh don't say it too loud it may jump on you. Like saying it will cause you to get it!! It is crazy what you mind will do to you. My ex-husband said to me once that he thought I would die young and before him. He freaked me out saying that kind of stuff. So when I got cancer I thought about that. I know Iknow just because he said that doesn't mean that is why you have cancer. Satan really knows how to play with your mind.
So how was you day!! hehe I know I have a sick sense of humor. I am fixing to go to bed. I am tired. I have been at the inlaws all day. Tenn played and won Oh my gosh can you belive it.
We took Delaney to the park today for the first time and let her slide. She loved it. I had such a good time watching her. I thank God for her. She is such a blessing in my life. I belive God gave her to Sara also. She never had anyone love her and had anything to belong to her that loves her the way Delaney does. He knew what he was doing!!
Its getting late I am going to bed. on my new sleep # bed. I love it
Saturday, November 12, 2005 |
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