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hello everyone
I went to the Dr. yesterday! He said I needed to lose weight, arrrggg. I tried to talk to him about a alternative to tamoxifin (hormone balance) He really wasn't receptive to it. I have to go and have a mri on my left breast. He is alittle concerned where I was healing. The skin is tough and he said he like to be over causious. I just hope it isn't anything. They said I didn't have anything to worry about the first time and I ended up having cancer. I am trying not to let it bug me. I need to trust the Lord Jesus. He is in control of this. Right!!
Sara got up late this morning so I ended up taking Delaney to eat breakfast. I enjoy getting out and so does she. She is starting to talk more and more. She is watching Sesame Street she learns alot from that show. I wish I could take the credit for what she knows.
I talked with Sara's youth leader last night. She is really dealing with the loss of her dad. Even though he is still alive and well. The strange thing about all of this is that when he lived with us, she didn't want anything to do with him. She didn't like being left alone when Iworked and he never spent time with her. She was really nervous around him. And if he was still here she probably would feel the same way. But with him gone all she can think about is him. I know she has to work thru it. I pray that the Lord makes it quick. I don't want this to drag her down all of her life.
When my dr said I needed to lose weight I wanted to scream. It is so hard. Of course he isn't fat so I can't throw off on him. He really is a good dr. He is cute too!:)
Thursday, January 19, 2006 |
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