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Wed
Today I decided to get out and get some fresh air. It made me feel better. I think as I get older my pms really gets worse. Today and yesterday especially, I was really down I also have a I don't care attitude. I am not sure what role having all my estrogen stripped from my body has to do with it. Sometimes I feel like a lunatic. I actually kept my thoughts to myself though without screaming or anything!!
I am so glad Sara got home. I really enjoy it when she comes home. She makes life more fun. Delaney is sleeping right now and when she gets up we will go to church. It always makes me feel better to be around alot of people. It is hard sometimes just communicating all day with a 2 year old. I gave Delaney a bath today and washed her hair without her crying, she usually doesn't like me to rinse her hair but I made a game out of it. She loves the bath she doesn't like the water going over her face. She has learned out to let the water out! She thinks she is so big.
I hope that maybe my sis will come see me on friday!! I sometimes just need someone to come by. The girl that I posted about the other day that had cancer died this morning. It is really sad. I really makes you think about your life. Do we spend too much time being upset and complaining? Or depressed about something. When do we enjoy where we are at? I think about my life and I get upset about things that maybe don't go my way. and ya know it is minor, I have a wonderful husband who loves me and cares about me. I have great kids and a good home and food to eat everyday, what more do I think I need. I want to get back to the place that I just enjoy life and quit worrying so much about things I can't change. God does want us to have a abundant life right? I don't think it has anything to do with what we have. But the peace he gives us when we trust Him. I pray for that. Well I guess I have blogged enough. I will save some for tomorrow.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006 |
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