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CANCER!!!!!!
This dreadful disease has struck again!! It seems like people are dropping like flies! What is going on. I feel like it is all I hear about. I found out on the way to work yesterday that a man that did some plumbing at our house has cancer. I almost cried to work! Scott's uncle has bladder cancer and it is worse than what they had thought. They are wanting him to do the dreadfull "red devil" There is a girl on our sisters web site who has small children that is on her death bed right now as we speak! Man It is just so overwhelming. Can't they find a cure for ANYTHING!!!! They have plenty of treatments that will almost kill ya! That is for sure. I just don't understand this. Oh they have better drugs so you can live longer, but most people are not cured of cancer. I believe there are cures out there. It is all about money!!! Can you tell I am a little upset!
Ok I will breathe!
I have had a long hard day! Having some difficulties with family. Nothing that can't be fixed just hard. Pray for us! I have learned today being a parent gets harder and harder! I just want my children to know that I love them and I am willing to make nesassary changes in my life to help them! I am not always right I know this, sometimes I don't even realize I do things that are effecting them! I want to be a super mom, I guess that is dreaming. I wish that they could concentrate on the things I have done for them and know that I have sacrificed for them. I wish I knew how to be a parent that makes them feel good about themselves. I don't know what I am doing wrong! I try I just don't know! But I will never give up on my kids no matter what!
Saturday, April 22, 2006 |
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