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A early morning
It is about 6:30 Delaney woke up early coughing. I turned the tv on the Rocky is on. What a timeless classic. I loved Rocky when I was a kid. I always liked the fact that he was the underdog, but I always liked the fact that he never cheated on Adrian, he always loved her. I know it sounds like I think he is real, well I know he isn't. I hear there is going to be one more Rocky can you believe it. I think Adrian isn't going to be in it. It isn't going to be a real different one this time.
I went to sleep thinking about cancer!! I wish it would just go away. satan can torment you sometimes. I should have prayed but I didn't. I just went to sleep and dreamed weird stuff. I dreamed that Scott had to go to Iraq. Creepy!!! I love him so much. He is really takes care of me and our children. He is one of the best dads I have ever seen. My dad loved me and he did what was best for us and I think I have a wonderful dad. He always but us kids before himself, in saying all that I just wish we had a closer relationship. I sometimes feel like I don't know what to say to him. I wish it could have been like Scott is with our kids. But things are better with my dad since he is older and retired. He has really opened up. I have learned that with the kind of childhood he had(which wasn't a good one) that he did a excellent job in raising us, and mom her mom died when she was 14. She really didn't know how to be a parent. but she did a great job too! So it goes to show it doesn't matter what kind of childhoo you have you can overcome. They are living proof.
It is a beatiful morning looking out in the field where the cows are eating grass. Its like a post card. I hope it snow this year!! I want Delaney to see snow. Plus I have a friend who is from California that I want to see snow. She just went on about fall. About how pretty the leave where, I told her is wasn't as pretty as it usually is.
Well I have to go a dirty diaper calls:) I knew you wanted to know that!
Saturday, November 19, 2005 |
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